Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Days to our son

With time ticking by I ask myself am I going to get the things I want to have done completed for our son? Now for those of you that do not know I am going to be the stay at home parent after the heart attacks and the surgery I have been left unable to work again with my health disabilities. So Dad is going to be Mom so to speak but in to days times it is not unheard of and I look forward to spending this second chance to raise our son. Now I know we are like most parents to be put off the things preparing for the arrive of the new child yes we have done it now too. Some cleaning to setting up the room and if you are the smart parent the garage sale bargains we have found for clothes after all they don't get to wear those baby clothes but once or twice so those quarter to dollar clothes all need to washed and but in the drawers. So here I stand some days are hard to get these things worked on to get them completed either it gets hard to breath or my energy runs out before I can even finish the project. There are days I look at where we are and ask with all that has come about in our lives to why this blessing has been granted to us but maybe that is the point, it is a blessing, it is a second chance maybe we are to learn form this new child, hummm. An old saying, out of the mouths of babes come wisdom, Art Linkletter provided that with his show Kids Say the Darndest Things, maybe we should listen to our children we might learn some simple things. But I still need to put trust, my faith, to believe that that everything is going to be OK it may not be easy nor the way I wanted to be or have all the extra money for everything I want it is going to be the way it is to be. There was some thing I always told Anna as we waited for our visa to come Faith, Trust, Believe, Love, Forever I need to keep these words close to heart now for me. I need to go back to the basics One Day at a Time, Let Go and Let God, Came to Believe That a Power Great then Ourselves. So I leave this entry with one thing Turn it Over, I am where I am to be. God Bless 

Greg

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